I'm guessing I'm at the peak of having unstable mental. I started bang my head to the wall, hit my head hard, pulling my hair, crying my lungs out in the shower.
I'm thinking of seeking help, but it's hard. It is really hard. I had to think bout transport, fee, time and am I brave enough? And is it worth it? What if I'm fine, it just me overreacting...
I hate to face that even my family didn't appreciate my existence. They hates seeing me around. I need to be gone so that they'll be happier.
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