Diari Hati Ku : Are You Desperate?

  Assalammu'alaikum, salam sejahtera .. kaifahalukum? how are you doing? fine? ana bikhoir~

Cakap tulis arab plaks!! 

okep, before Aishah story-mory lebih lanjut, make sure awak dah bace entry 'Oh! So Hen!!' dulu.. sebelum bace entry yang tu.. bace entry 'My Martial Arts' dulu~

Dah bace? okeyh, at first Aishah cakap that Aishah will join tournament tu, then Aishah bagi tau Aishah maybe tak join .. Now Aishah nak bagi tau yang Aishah kena pergi jugak~ Seperti yang Aishah pernah tulis sebelum nih, Aishah so chicken hen.

Ingat tak Aishah ade mention Ayu my friend yang pergi tournament tu? Mak diye tak berape trust our instructor... and futhermore, Ayu ni tak berape reti nak buat kawan.. so diye takut nanti no one nak temankan diye.. So semalam mak Ayu meeting lah dengan our instructor... then sir suddenly mention my name i'm just "HUH?!" then he repeat what je just said, "Aishah,awak jadilah" then Aishah punye reaction is "HAH?! Siti!! Ayu!! mai jap!!" actually Aishah terpakse membatalkan hasrat mau shopping for perantarabangsaan between Malaysia and Japan tau~~ sedih kan?? sadis tak??  Sebab lepas class semalam, Aishah memang pegi shopping jap.. so my sis je yang shopping... Aishah shopping air and waffle jeh!! 

IDK sir amek Aishah sebab desperate nak Ayu pegi or memang nak Aishah pegi.. sebab Ayu's mak tak bagi Ayu pegi if Ayu pegi sorang je.. Tapi firasat ku kuat mengatekan bahawa sir desperate.. tapi think positive.. hmmmmmmmmmph~    

 Tapi my level confident still not increasing okey~ lagi2 after watch how black belt sparring.. oh maiii~ only Allah knows my feeling~ I'm bad at sparring.. pattern tu boley la.. tpi sometimes buat salah gak~ ye lah.. bukan nye 2 or 3 step berpoloh ~haaaa~  canner lah Aishah kene blasah..umm.. Doakan lah ye~ doakan kite orang menang, selamat pergi & pulang, tak berape nak sakit and got a lots of experience (hope experience yg baik lagi banyak)

*P.S :// We all called our instructor sir, so janganlah kompius


okep, Aishah mengundurkan diri dulu ~

Assalammu'alaikum~ and Pie~

Tulus Ikhlas Ku Berbicara : Mana Ada Kasih Jika Tiada Sayang

Assalammu'alaikum, hai, konichiwa, anyeong haseyo, hello bello~

*sebelum apa2 just nk minta maaf sangat2 sebab bahasa Aishah untuk post kali ini agak bercelaru. 

Crush, Boyfy, ArmGirl... This words recently used by teen right? and...I'm teen too rite?? eheee~ Major of my friends already had their own couple. Not couple for study but, boy, girl together, love each other. I know few of reasons why they need to couple at this age.

First, they don't get enough love. They need someone to share their story . Untuk generasi sekarang, it normal situation if the parent are with them only in the morning and maybe in their dreams only. Parent busy with work, find the money for their children and family, but love and time we can't buy with money. Semua point that I wrote ni adalah hasil 'siasatan' cewaaaah~ siasat lah sangatkan. Just semangat giler cari all of the point why they need to couple mapel ni cause I don't thinks the same thing like what my friends.

Second, as usual feeling want to know. They want to know how the feeling had a girlfriend/boyfriend special that love them so much. That feeling always haunted teenagers. Tipulah if I said that I don't have the feeling at all. I've but not strong like my friends. Sebenarnya, pergaulan rejama boleh mengukatkan perasaan ingin tahu itu dengan mendengar cerita kawan or experience kawan dorang.

Third, by books. Books?! bukan ke buku membawa kebaikkan ke? ummmph~ not all of books.only some of 'theme'. Romantic comedy novel is the most danger for teen(student). they will terpengaruh and hope that they will facing the best part of the novel. Some of couple dorang wujudkan situasi dalam novel tu. Sound really fishy and agak tah pape tah. Tapi betul lagi fakta okeh..

Forth, if they friend had couple they want to had too..ahaaa~ Nak jadikan model for tunjuk-menunjuk la ni. Offer org sape want couple with me? and they just couple for showing off. Then they will compared whose is the best boyfy/girlfriend. This point are really mengarut. just found this poin on fb. Just shake my head when I read bout this point.

last but not least, pergaulan. haish~ most of teen love to be social person. Could u get 'social person' that I mean? hope that u got it. hope sooo~ being too social are bad bad bad it may cause kejutan budaya, perubahan gaya pemikiran, perubahan mental and so on. You may meet someone u don't know and couple with them for fun.. oh my... then maybe he/she lie u and buat something yang tak elok to yourself. 

Things like this I don't have enough ilmu nak cakap panjang2.. so I shared what I had.. I learned to share what I have. If I have 100 I will share 100 not 99,90 but all that I had okay?

Okay that's all for now. I olls leave you olls with three words :-

Blogger's Challenge : Post entry without press backspace

Assalammu'alaikum, hye, hey-Yo!

okep, Aishah try type without press that button (backspace) ok.. dengar cer challange(challenge) ni payah.. tpi x de la susaha haaa...nampak tak? correction: tpi x de la susah mane.. plan nk buat bulan december ni.. tpi dah bored sgt!! susah ke?kk j(jk la keyboard ni!!)? macam tak je..

sebenarnye Aishah nak uat heishh..nk buat entry pasal x sabo nk coti tpi b eppp!~ tpi pbs mengacau.. soghi lah..aishah agk sukar nak terime kenyataan bahawa aishah typo..

aishah teringiiiiin sangat nk ade motivater (motivator) peribadi.. so diye always bgi kata2 perangsang supaye dpt buat bnde yg aishah susah nk buat mcm study.. tpi mesti ad keburukan nye gak.. bangon je..da kne ceramah.. hmm mxc hepppp!! mcm x best je challenge ni..

acctually heysh...actually aishah ngantok la ngan.hmmm..ngadap lappy ni.. just hear sim some motia motivate song.. lagi la ngantok.. aishha x ayoooo..tulis namr name pon da x betui.. aishah x tau ape yang aishah melalut, merepik merepek nih!! geram gak buat challenge nh nih..

btw, aishah tak saboooooo nk pakai uniform warne kuning next year~ tpi next year x tau ad x sif (cursor carik pasal)  s enior yg baek cam pengerusi skang ni.. Mark..our leader~ he too kind for me..tpi ad aura negatif sbb diye ..ade laaa.. x mo cite sbb x tau canner nk describe the word.. bley x aishah stop kat sni sbb aishah keep yawning la.. my mate dah berair nih.. plus aircond, kipas for lappy plus alunan lagu yg mendayu-dayu..

okep kte tuka topic, aishah will make this entry so so so so so so so so so so so so so loooong.. I warned you, okep,.. ingat tak ashahhh aishah ade post pic about my firsy first time ever went to tournament?? masa tu, ada raaamaaaai sangat student skolah -tuttt-.. and sbelom tu, nk citer skit org I mean peserta yg paling awal is me and my team..muehehe~ okep dah! studennt student -tuttt- tu ramai yg bwk phone or what so ever others gajet lah.. kte org bwk tpi just keep sbb rase x gune kot untok sparring or pattern..x penah lak nmpak org tumbok gune camera kaaaan?? okep, ammmph!*(cover line typo) mase aishah ngan group aishah dudok ramai2 (group aishah sume girls tau..) dekat cikgu kte org (ckgu kte org pon girl tau..) ..than byk giler flash muncol.. I guess that dorang tu tam tangkap gambo org sparring, but arah flash tu bkn kat ring org lwn, tpi kat group aishah.. than we move to our senior(yg ni boboy) than flashes tu keep following us..mase r tu x de ayu .. so agk keruan di buatnye..nk kate yg cantik dlm group pon ayu..rse yg lain tu biaser je..

yg mostly angkat camera are -tuttt- student.. and I'm not blaming dorang sume..tpi ade segelintir tu agk annoying..sampai mintak number fon bagai..siap kacau ank dara org.. if ma(msg) bleht trime agi.. ni sampai call caall call tu dah kenape?? pastu bile org tanye n(0  mne) dpt numbr, diye pij pi jual nme org.. terase api di hati ketika ituuu~

i thought pelajar from skola tu baguih2 tpi..x semua..seriyes ar.. i thought yg dtg tu tu semua baik2 x ghupe nye..ingatkn skola tu luar biase sgt..

okep, dah byk typo..see?? this prove that all people made mistake..

Aishah tinggalkan koram korang dengan pantun lagiii,

orang Penang panggil 'mamu',
orang KL panggil 'brader',
di sini sahaja kita bertemu,
ku undur diri dulu yerrr~

السلام عليكم

Oh! So Hen!!

Assalammu'alaikum, selamat sejahtera and hello bello~

okey, as usual.. people use 'chinken' to describe person that full of fear emoticon.. am I right? I guess yes.

still remember about my recent post about martial arts? end of that post, I've wrote that
I will join tournament on this december right? Maybe Aishah tak join kot. sebab dah full lagipun Aishah takut and langsung tak confident. so lebih baik tak join. if ada rezeki Aishah join next year lah... ahaha~ tengok la.. maybe just attend tournament peringkat negeri je kot.. takut ar.. yes I'm a chicken hen. yes!! ok! at least I admit that I am not fearless person

that's all.. okep sekarang ni dah nak cuti right? Yeah~!! long holiday, I've been waiting u for a looooooong time !~  but I must done all PBS that I've not done yet.

I've search few of blog challenge.. and some of them looks fun.. maybe on december I would make some challenge such as Write a Post Without Press Backspace, 31days blog challenge and so on lah.. just wait..

okay, dah! Aishah tinggalkan korang dengan pantun ye,

Siapa yang datang dialah yang pergi,
Jika panjang umur dapat bertemu lagi.

Assalammualaikum

Am I strong?

okep, this post tidak bertujuan untuk mengumpat wokeh~ just sedikit luahan prasaan.... my friends always find me to tell their problems cause they think that I can solve it.. some of them I can..but notall of them.. I also have problem sis, so jangan la anggap saye nih tak de problem.. 

How can I tell that they think that I don't have problem?? bende ni terbukti bile ade sorang cekgu tu citer yang diye nampak Aishah crying.. citer why I'm crying tu nanti I'll citer.. okey, then sorang of my friend meet me mase balik and ask me "weyh,betul ker ko nanges?".. I just shake my head and smile..and she ask me again,again,again and again!! until I nod my head and tell why I'm cry...than couple of my friend dtg and ask the same question to me.. hmmmph!!!!! than I just answered "YES!" than tros blah.... just feel malu skit..ye la.. spe x malu ble org tau kte nanges sbb bnde yg remeh.. (saye ni jenis emotional,so paham2 je la..) than dorang jumpe kte lagi and 'menyatakan bahawe' diye x caye yg kte ble nganges sbb bnde kicik je.. see?? they think Iam a strong girl.. but I'm not!! they think I'm fearless but I'm not!! (hey kawan, saye pon ade ayer mate tau..)

If dorang sume citer masalah kat Aishah, Aishah cemaneh?? actually aishah ngan family x rapat sgt..IDK why.. so sometimes I just write my problem on blog,tweet,fb.. but smetimes I just keep it and buat 'pekasam'.. IDK why my friends thinkI'm strong.. bukan la nk org pndang kte lemah, tpi jgn la anggap saye ni kuat sampai korang menganjing saye je.. they keep 'ejek' aishah tau.. macam, bile aishah sparring, aishah will shout bile aishah attack.. so dorang ajuk la (blakon mcm tgh sparring n shout ala2 gedik2) ..Saye ni lak jenis 'benyek' or 'cememeyh' , smetimes meletup gak.. bile aishah da start mencarot secara serious, that's mean iman kte da rendah la tu..aha~ bucur rahsiye saye di situ..

okey, sbenarnye post ni da macam da bercampo adok je.. so better stop kat sini dulu la.. >,.<"

لسَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

Who is the innocent?

hai~ Assalammu'alaikum dan salam hujung minggu~!!

Today Aishah jadi mangse dera my beloved sir..huhu sedyh !! Cegini cerite diye~ last week, sir kate class next week (today) start pkl 10.30 pagi.. So Aishah bgi la tau yg lain class start bile.... than hari ni sir dtg arround pkl 9.40... Me and my friend (Nabilah) start screaming bile nampak sir punye kerete dah park dpn skolah.. then I feeling2 lari for marathon and straight towards to sir... and I'm asking sir why u so early?? sir kate mne ad...that Aishah da cemaih !!  Aishah tros remind kat sir yg sir kate today start 10.30 lah... than sir kate x lah.. 10 lah!! aaaaagrrrh!! PANIC! PANIC! PANIC! oh maiii~  and bla.......bla......bla...... (maseng2 buat keje sndri)

And tibe2 nampak sir angkat kerusi.. my friend (nadhirah) tawarkan khidmat bantuan..tpi sir tolak.. and than sir take a sit and ckp kat Aishah, okep..tunggu lgi 5 minit..than line-up.. Aishah just reply dengan nodding ja.. than Aishah tgk la kerusi yg dah kne susun ats pentas (atas pentas lah kte org slalu buat class sbb x de kna panas mentari menyinari tuh) (and lgi satu..kerusi tu kerusi yg panjang yg biase kat canteen skolah tu..) than Aishah ask la sir..sir,sir nk buat hape?? cam susah je.. sambil senyum sir "jawab macam susah ye..hri ni sir yg dere awk habih2 sbb awak ckp pkl 10.30".. than Aishah kate la Aishah x bersalah..sir yg ckp.. then sir kate awk sorg je yg ckp so saye menang.. than tige my friend (siti,nadhirah,najihah) backup me ..dorg kate betol lah sir..sir yg ckp.. wuhuuuu.. I won!! than sir kate..sye nk blek tido dulu lah kalau mcm tuh.. than I said x payah la sir..(konon nk pujok la ni)

"Line-up! all of you" . tetibe dengar arahan tu.. ye..class da start..and kerusi tu still menyeramkan.. than kte org greet and bace ikra than tibelah mse dinanti nantikan.......kerusi tu kte org kne lompat..kire mcm lompat pagar la.. dah habis lompat, kme buat push-up shoulder level,over shoulder level and head level..than buat bnde ap tah tpi sume tu susah sgt!! sangat2!!!! until now my shoulder,peha saket..da la cuti hri slase je..

Sir,saye x amek hati pon.. x serik pon..just rase bersalah sbb bile sir kate sir nk balek and tido lu.. time tu sye diserang rase bersalah.. bunyik mcm sir penat.. so dgn secara exclusive nye, sye mintak la maap ye.. btw,teghime lah kasih sbb sudi melayan prangai kte org yg ngade2 ni.. thanks sir :) (taekwon Sir!)

okep,that's all yang Aishah nak luahkan untuk mase sekarang ni.. Assalamu'alaikum PaPai~

Masak Memasak Bidang Ku

Assalammualaikum, salam sejahtera and hello bello~

Today me and my girls class mate done amali for ERT class in topic Bater. We need to cook a traditional malay dessert that use bater.. and our teacher choose us to make kuih ketayap.. The filling done by our teacher cause she want us make it faster..

First step of course make the bater.. me and my group members done it together... Me who need to crack the egg to make the bater.. know what, when I poured the egg into flour......there is something like blood came out from the egg yolk...my teacher ask me to take out and throw away the red thing..it's not blood, IDK what was the thing is...

After we set up our tools and rest our bater, I am who the first cook it...and the shape didn't pretty enough..so I choose to make another one and wallah~!! pretty as well..and all of us did a good job..

Ada yang first time masak, and feel awkward with the tools.. macam ada sorang my friend ni stir the tea using senduk........it's look fishy,weird and tooooooo awkward when you kacau air gune senduk dalam teko...umph~ why not just use spoon?? okep..memang tasty our meal..our concept mase masak tu macam hye tea macam tu la lebih kurang....

a lots of fun and joy that we made.. and tak terkecuali love..yes we made a great love.. ye lah.. org tua kate nk sedap kena buat full of kasih sayang..so we did it!! alhamdulillah~ semua bejalan lancar x de siapa yang injured ..no accident happent..accident only happent on our kuih ketap skin in the kuali only..

MY WORDS : korang, tahniah sebab korang berjaye masak..sebok sgt tanye cikgu bile masak kaaan..ha..dah puaih masak?? walaupun kuih ketayap je.. haha..btw thx to my super duper pretty girls (ayu,puteri,liyana)tlg kte hasilkan kuih tu sampai dpt band 5 ..

that's all for today~

haha!! that's was me~ tengah lap air yg mercik kat tepi teko~
*try to make it look neat

My Martial Arts

My first tournament!! muka penat ja~

Sejak kecik lagi I love martial arts..tpi dulu faktor kewangan menjadi halangan..tpi sekarang dah stabil and dah pandai simpan duit sendri.. just join the class on February 2013. at first me and my friend (Nadhirah) je yg confirm nk masuk unit uniform ITF for this year..and we just ajak kawan-kawan yg lain join sebab x ramai then now ramai perempuan than lelaki yang datang class..

Tiba-tiba atau dlm bahasa omputihnya Suddenly........dengar khabar angin yang tahun depan unit uniform ITF x der da..just ade KRS,BSMM & Kadet Polis ja.... hope  that was a fake news only~ know what, I hope that I'll never leave martial art..i just fell in love with it~

I've few of  legend that I really really really love their martial arts..below is few of them..

Bruce Lee
love his 'one inch punch' soooo much

Jackie Chan
I like he in Drunken Master

Taylor Lautner
^^" hehe.. suke sangat trick dia sebab..like kraziy!

Ip Man
I don't know his real name >,.<''
But i'm his big fan~

okay~ this December ITFM ada anjurkn tournament in Ipoh and.....me and my friend (Ayu) will join~~ yea~!! this time peringkat international..so little bit nervous cause there's a lots of black belt and I need 'act' like I'm black belt by wearing the black belt..oh mai~ for the last tournament I just got silver for sparring under 15y/o colour belt..and Ayu got the gold..yes I fought with Ayu in the final!! how awesome right..but at that time ayu already reach green belt and i just yellow.. but now I already get the green belt!! Alhamdulillah~

back to coming tournament, I can feel that my confident level drop to very very very low level..I am not good at trick..just have basic movements..but i'll try as good as I can..Insya' Allah~ dengan kuasa-Nya,Aishah akan buat best that I can..doakan Aishah ye~

okep,cukup untuk entry kali ni.. PIE~ Assalammu'alaikum semua~