Tuesday, 15 October 2013

Am I strong?

okep, this post tidak bertujuan untuk mengumpat wokeh~ just sedikit luahan prasaan.... my friends always find me to tell their problems cause they think that I can solve it.. some of them I can..but notall of them.. I also have problem sis, so jangan la anggap saye nih tak de problem.. 

How can I tell that they think that I don't have problem?? bende ni terbukti bile ade sorang cekgu tu citer yang diye nampak Aishah crying.. citer why I'm crying tu nanti I'll citer.. okey, then sorang of my friend meet me mase balik and ask me "weyh,betul ker ko nanges?".. I just shake my head and smile..and she ask me again,again,again and again!! until I nod my head and tell why I'm cry...than couple of my friend dtg and ask the same question to me.. hmmmph!!!!! than I just answered "YES!" than tros blah.... just feel malu skit..ye la.. spe x malu ble org tau kte nanges sbb bnde yg remeh.. (saye ni jenis emotional,so paham2 je la..) than dorang jumpe kte lagi and 'menyatakan bahawe' diye x caye yg kte ble nganges sbb bnde kicik je.. see?? they think Iam a strong girl.. but I'm not!! they think I'm fearless but I'm not!! (hey kawan, saye pon ade ayer mate tau..)


If dorang sume citer masalah kat Aishah, Aishah cemaneh?? actually aishah ngan family x rapat sgt..IDK why.. so sometimes I just write my problem on blog,tweet,fb.. but smetimes I just keep it and buat 'pekasam'.. IDK why my friends thinkI'm strong.. bukan la nk org pndang kte lemah, tpi jgn la anggap saye ni kuat sampai korang menganjing saye je.. they keep 'ejek' aishah tau.. macam, bile aishah sparring, aishah will shout bile aishah attack.. so dorang ajuk la (blakon mcm tgh sparring n shout ala2 gedik2) ..Saye ni lak jenis 'benyek' or 'cememeyh' , smetimes meletup gak.. bile aishah da start mencarot secara serious, that's mean iman kte da rendah la tu..aha~ bucur rahsiye saye di situ..

okey, sbenarnye post ni da macam da bercampo adok je.. so better stop kat sini dulu la.. >,.<"

لسَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ

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