Whewww.... I had forgotten bout this so called my safe space to rant panjang panjang. Got lotta bebel here!
It is 2026, i am in my mid 20's, few years before hitting 30! and, finally I graduated with Honor, Alhamdulillah Ala Kulli Haal~ Found a job and start working before graduating, yet now I am resigning. tak ada rezeki at that place I believe. Insya'Allah, rezeki Allah tu LUAS!
I found someone, insya'Allah my future, my eternal partner, my imam. We met online, then I decide to meet face to face quite in a short time cause this gal almost 30! Ain't got time for cintan cintun for fun. She date to nikah terus! He agreed to meet and taraa almost 300 days together. I even introduce him too my family and friends.
Oh! Introduce him to my family on my birthday. I had never hosted my own birthday dinner, that was the first time ever ya! I did succeed to gather all my siblings include my in-laws and we had iftar together. It was a great dinner tho.
Also, currently I also menabung for my umrah on this October. No proper saving, but I believe Tuhan dah gerakkan hati to pray and wish for it, mesti Tuhan nak bagi punya. He is Maha Pemberi, Maha Mengetahui. Never sangka buruk or underestimate our God. Insya'Allah nothing is impossible.
I feel so blessed now. I ada dekat dengan my mak after almost 10 years in architecture school, i ada dekat dengan my bestie, I ada dekat dengan my partner. Tuhan tu sangat baik kan? Thank you God!
