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 Whewww.... I had forgotten bout this so called my safe space to rant panjang panjang. Got lotta bebel here!

It is 2026, i am in my mid 20's, few years before hitting 30! and, finally I graduated with Honor, Alhamdulillah Ala Kulli Haal~ Found a job and start working before graduating, yet now I am resigning. tak ada rezeki at that place I believe. Insya'Allah, rezeki Allah tu LUAS!

I found someone, insya'Allah my future, my eternal partner, my imam. We met online, then I decide to meet face to face quite in a short time cause this gal almost 30! Ain't got time for cintan cintun for fun. She date to nikah terus! He agreed to meet and taraa almost 300 days together. I even introduce him too my family and friends.

Oh! Introduce him to my family on my birthday. I had never hosted my own birthday dinner, that was the first time ever ya! I did succeed to gather all my siblings include my in-laws and we had iftar together. It was a great dinner tho.

Also, currently I also menabung for my umrah on this October. No proper saving, but I believe Tuhan dah gerakkan hati to pray and wish for it, mesti Tuhan nak bagi punya. He is Maha Pemberi, Maha Mengetahui. Never sangka buruk or underestimate our God. Insya'Allah nothing is impossible.

I feel so blessed now. I ada dekat dengan my mak after almost 10 years in architecture school, i ada dekat dengan my bestie, I ada dekat dengan my partner. Tuhan tu sangat baik kan? Thank you God! 

Tulus Ikhlas Ku Berbicara : Mana Ada Kasih Jika Tiada Sayang

Assalammu'alaikum, hai, konichiwa, anyeong haseyo, hello bello~

*sebelum apa2 just nk minta maaf sangat2 sebab bahasa Aishah untuk post kali ini agak bercelaru. 

Crush, Boyfy, ArmGirl... This words recently used by teen right? and...I'm teen too rite?? eheee~ Major of my friends already had their own couple. Not couple for study but, boy, girl together, love each other. I know few of reasons why they need to couple at this age.

First, they don't get enough love. They need someone to share their story . Untuk generasi sekarang, it normal situation if the parent are with them only in the morning and maybe in their dreams only. Parent busy with work, find the money for their children and family, but love and time we can't buy with money. Semua point that I wrote ni adalah hasil 'siasatan' cewaaaah~ siasat lah sangatkan. Just semangat giler cari all of the point why they need to couple mapel ni cause I don't thinks the same thing like what my friends.

Second, as usual feeling want to know. They want to know how the feeling had a girlfriend/boyfriend special that love them so much. That feeling always haunted teenagers. Tipulah if I said that I don't have the feeling at all. I've but not strong like my friends. Sebenarnya, pergaulan rejama boleh mengukatkan perasaan ingin tahu itu dengan mendengar cerita kawan or experience kawan dorang.

Third, by books. Books?! bukan ke buku membawa kebaikkan ke? ummmph~ not all of books.only some of 'theme'. Romantic comedy novel is the most danger for teen(student). they will terpengaruh and hope that they will facing the best part of the novel. Some of couple dorang wujudkan situasi dalam novel tu. Sound really fishy and agak tah pape tah. Tapi betul lagi fakta okeh..

Forth, if they friend had couple they want to had too..ahaaa~ Nak jadikan model for tunjuk-menunjuk la ni. Offer org sape want couple with me? and they just couple for showing off. Then they will compared whose is the best boyfy/girlfriend. This point are really mengarut. just found this poin on fb. Just shake my head when I read bout this point.

last but not least, pergaulan. haish~ most of teen love to be social person. Could u get 'social person' that I mean? hope that u got it. hope sooo~ being too social are bad bad bad it may cause kejutan budaya, perubahan gaya pemikiran, perubahan mental and so on. You may meet someone u don't know and couple with them for fun.. oh my... then maybe he/she lie u and buat something yang tak elok to yourself. 

Things like this I don't have enough ilmu nak cakap panjang2.. so I shared what I had.. I learned to share what I have. If I have 100 I will share 100 not 99,90 but all that I had okay?

Okay that's all for now. I olls leave you olls with three words :-