Sunday, 19 April 2020

It's Not Monday

It's not even Monday yet, but I feel my day so damn blue.

As soon I woke up this morning, I feel confused, I'm about to cry without any reason, I feel helpless, fatigue maybe? It quite stressful for me to start my day.

I take a shower, hopeful can calm my emotion and be normal. Nah, the shower filled with my empty thoughts. I hate empty thought, it lead me to over thinking and might make me feel anxiety bout my life.

Out of shower, I dress myself, went to living hall and turn on the tv. I guess tv can make me forget this blue day. Nope, I watch for lil bit and went to my room. I start to cry, silently. I don't know why I'm crying. I cry and hoping it can reduce my stress. But I began grow more confused.

I hate this blue day. I hate it very much

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