Don't say bye

There are few daily phrases that I don't really like to use or to even hear and receive it.

Macam when someone says bye, I wish that bye was not the last bye.

And when one thanked me after I did the favor, I developed afraid feeling. I'm afraid that that person won't needed me nkr remember me anymore after that.

Even the first hi from new person. I'm afraid that I looks bad during the first impression. And they gonna judge me after that.

I wish that no one ever saying final bye towards me. I wish that no one disappear after thanked me. I wish no one ever judge at the first hi